This Sums it up..!!

BY Hidayat Ullah

One shiny day in November;

A girl touched my heart’s chamber;

Made me laugh, made me fly;

Told my weeping heart not to cry;

Life in those days was so nice;

How beautiful were the days and nights !!!

One day the [W]orld came to hamper !!!

Humiliated me and checked my temper !!!

I told myself to calm and relax !!

For I had love for that beautiful lass !!!

Then the real drama was set to start !!!

The magic of [W]orld began to thwart !!!

The girl was told to shun me !!!

Set the crematorium to burn me !!!

And she did what she was told !!!

Her feelingless heart became so cold; !!

I bade my heart not to have a try; !!!

For she was for all and sundry; !!!

I told my eyes not to cry; !!

And the tears that you have to dry !!

To My Intimate Love..!

BY Hidayat Ullah

When the sense of thy absence penetrates into my soul;

Makes the very fabric of my existence akin to a ghoul !!!

The sense of thy presence renders me everything;

Yet the soul is left with the conviction of waiting !!!

Thou being aloof from me is what shatters me;

The bell in my broken heart chatters thee !!!

My love let not be apart;

Be with me on the spot;

Be with me when I need you !!!

Do tell me to heed you;

For my love my beginning is marks my end;

It’s the end that happens to be my beginning;

My Lord do allumine the fire of my perseverance for love to the last !!!

Help me remember my then intimate love to the last !!!

Because Of You..!

By Hidayat Ullah

Because of you !!!
my world is now whole !!!

Because of you !!!
love lives in my soul !!!

Because of you !!!
I have laughter in my eyes !!!

Because of you !!!
I am no longer afraid of good-byes !!!

You are my pillar !!!
my stone of strength !!!

With me through all seasons !!!
and great times of length !!!

My love for you is pure !!!
boundless through space and time !!!

it grows stronger everyday !!!
with the knowledge that you’ll always be mine !!!

At the altar !!!
I will joyously say ‘I do’ !!!
for I have it all now !!!
and it’s all because of you !!!

A Longing Miss...!

The longing penetrates the heart deeply !!!
The days go by ever so slowly !!!
Sunrise to sunset there’s only you in my memory !!!
Heaviness sets in as my eyes become teary !!!

We Want An Outright Freedom...!

By Hidayat Ullah

Spy on us round the clock !!!

Whisk us away !!!

Torture us to death !!!

Dump our mutilated dead bodies in desolate places !!!

But, !!!

You should bear one thing in mind !!!

We aren’t gonna budge an iota from our genuine stance !!!

You can’t succeed in diminishing our steel-like determination this way !!!

Your outmoded arm twisting tactics can no more prove worthwhile for you !!!

You’ve ethically lost and we’re all set to win !!!

In the meantime, !!!

The one and only choice left with you !!!

That’s to surrender to us !!!

And voluntarily declare us the ultimate victorious !!!

LOng Live My Beloved Country Pakistan !! Long live !!

I Need You..!

By Hidayat Ullah

I need you !!!
in times of pain !!!
of fear and stress !!!
even to smile in my happiness too !!!

I need you !!!
to share my joys !!!
to share my tears too !!!
with you !!!

I need you !!!
to hold on !!!
and be strong !!!
when things are going wrong !!!

I need you !!!
to keep the faith and trust !!!
and remind what I’m !!!

I need you !!!
only for two times !!!
Now & Alway !!!

My Debut Creation In Urdu..!

By Hidayat Ullah

TU ne khud APni Tabassum se jagayee hai Jinhe !!!
In tamanaon ka Izhar karoo ya na karoo !!!

Teri Chahat mai Gawa di maine Apni Hasti !!!
Khud se is Jurm ka Iqrar karoo ya na Karoo !!!

mujhko ahsas to hota hai nhi chahtay mje dil se tum !!
Saath tere b Mai Khud ko Khatawar karoo ya na karoo !!!

Meri Duniya tu hai mai hoo ADhoora Tum bin !!!
Teri khatir Dil ki ANkhon mai ashkiar karoo ya na karoo !!!

Toot K chahta hai HIDAYAT tjh ko Deewanon ki tarah !!!
Dard e Dil ka AB bhi mai tmhai Shreekdar karoo ya na karoo !!!

You Are The Beat Of My Heart..!

By Hidayat Ullah

“You Are The beat of my heart !!!
Lover of my soul !!!
I’ll never leave U !!!
& never wanna YOU let go !!!

You are the beat of my heart !!!
The One that makes me sing !!!
The One who makes me smile !!!
& I never seem to cry !!!

You are The beat of my heart !!!
The One I really love !!!
Don’t let me out of Ur sight !!!
I’m yours Forever !!!

Life...!

By Hidayat Ullah

life is akin to a stream — one sprung from the heart of a rigid rock. Like a stream flows all the way down, from tops of harsh mountains to smooth plains, life also follows a similar and an intricate path. Unlike the stream, the course of life can be uphill at times, getting more difficult, but most of the similarities between both still remain intact.

Like the stream, life never gets stagnant. It goes on and on until it dwindles into something else. Or maybe continue onwards. Who knows? When it does get kinda stagnant for a limited period of time, it’s no more life. It becomes something else.

Life offers opportunities as well as challenges. It has its own ups and downs. There are moments to rejoice, and others to mourn at. But the best part is that it goes on until it comes to an end. One has to be content with living it while accepting all the wonderful as well as the terrible times. Otherwise, it is never too late for life to turn us into a stagnant body of water that only moves when an external force tries to create ripples in it.

Me..!

By Hidayat Ullah

When you loved me I was strong But now I know it was all wrong. I wish you would’ve never come So that I would’ve never heard your name. But now that I’m hurt and wish you would die, Every second that goes by I cry. Not because you and I came to an end But because I remember how it would’ve been. How you would’ve held me so tight all through the night. Although someone else was always there, you and I, we never cared. I loved the way you ran your hands through your hair, the way you looked at me and I wanted to die then and there. Yes I love you, yes its true, but now that you don’t love me, I am so blue. I’ll always love you even if I shouldn’t, Although you said you really just couldn’t. So regardless, if you love me, I want you to know that when we were together, I felt a love I could never lack.

Speak..!

By Hidayat Ullah

Speak, your lips are free.
Speak, it is your own tongue.
Speak, it is your own body.
Speak, your life is still yours.

See how in the blacksmith’s shop
The flame burns wild, the iron glows red
The locks open their jaws,
And every chain begins to break

Speak, this brief hour is enough
Before the death of body and tongue:
Speak ’cause the truth is not dead yet.
Speak, speak, whatever you must speak.

A Dream Fulfilled..!

By Hidayat Ullah

Ooops!
You’ve made me crazy
I now realize
What we did was a bit abnormal
But I really loved it
I enjoyed the way you responded
You’re more than great indeed
Your company is a blessing
In disguise
You’re definitely charming
Like sunrise
In the same breath,
I now await for the upcoming ‘get-together’
Hope we’ll again have sheer fun
Hope you’ll always be !
as near and dear as you are !
That’s all what I need !
That’s all what I want !!!
♥ Let the world stop turning, Let the sun stop burning, Let them tell me love’s not worth going through. If it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, The only dream that mattered had come true… In this life I was loved by you. ~~!

See Ya soon ..!!

By Hidayat Ullah

I can’t see you
But can feel you
I can’t touch you
But can sense your presence inside
In short
You dwell in my heart
You’re the one I dub my dream’s world
I adore you beyond my comprehension
And you genuinely qualify for it
I know I’m gonna miss you very much
Anyhow,
I’d be back very soon
All what you need do is just keep in touch
All what you need do is just keep in touch

I wonder How You Changed Me ..!

By Hidayat Ullah

In glowing terms
You’re a change-maker of sorts indeed!
Soon after meeting you
I can feel the dramatic change from within
In other words,
You actually made me acceptable to all
I retrieved the long-awaited peace of mind
I started practicing my faith !!!!
I have quit the unholy curse of alcohol !!!!!
Your admiration is proving to be a great turning point
as far as my day-to-day living is concerned
I definitely owe a great deal to you
In return,
I’ve got nothing to give you,
except affection and unconditional love !!!!

I want A Hug..!

By Hidayat Ullah

I’m all yours
I love you with all my heart
You truly deserve it
You’re an exceptional entity indeed!
You’re the long-awaited answer
Of my heartfelt prayers
I strongly yearn for your awesome company
You’re more than strikingly beautiful honey
I miss you so much
I always wanna be in your embraces
Now come and feel me
I’m hurt and heal me !!!

Dedicated to someone (MAR) who is dominating my thoughts almost round the clock!

I am Perplexed ..!

By Hidayat Ullah

Ugh!
It feels as if
I’m on the verge to meet my Maker
I can’t stand this loneliness
I’ve exhausted the stamina to wait further
Please come back as soon as you can
Otherwise I’m set to die a premature death!
We haven’t as such got a blood relation
But I earnestly care for you
As much as I do for my family members
I certainly don’t have any cogent reason to present
whatsoever
when it comes to admiring you
I can’t justify why I’m mad-keen on you
But love truly doesn’t understand reason
It’s only related to heart
And the heart is purely reigned over
by delicate feelings rather than reason

Day-Dreaming..!!

By Hidayat Ullah

I can smell the fragrance of your breath
And touch the smoothness of your bosom
I can taste the sweetness of your lips
And  hear the seductiveness in your husky voice
I can see you roaming before my eyes
I’ve devoted my power of imagination to you
Indeed, you’re astonishingly captivating!
In other words,
My all senses are under your thumb
Whatever I see, feel, taste, hear, and touch
It’s you, you and only you!
You’ve actually penetrated my soul
You’ve become an essential part of my existence
I love you so much
Now come and gimme
a much-awaited touch

I am Waiting...!!

By Hidayat Ullah

Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Now I realized the true meaning of the axiom
It just feels like I’ve lost a treasure
It just feels like all is not well
On the other hand,
I know you’d be back very soon
But they rightly say:
Waiting hours seem long
Anyhow,
I wish you a ball wherever you are;
And wherever you go!
But always bear in mind
that a well-wisher is readily available
to miss you
when you are out of sight.

I pray That...!

By Hidayat Ullah

May ALLAH shower His blessings on you!
May you always be hale and hearty!
May your all cherished dreams come true!
May whatever desires you have be materialized!
May you often be at the peak of excellence!
May you witness no downs whatsoever in life!
May you be at the top of health, wealth and fame!
May you forever wear this stunning smile on your face!

Besides,
May you always be the cause of my happiness;
And vice versa!
May our sacred relationship sustain for good!
May the hand of Providence help us understand each other!
May we be the epitome of love!
May we be guided by the ALLAH above!

Please Don't Trample On My Feelings ..!

By Hidayat Ullah

I’m thankful that at last you buried the hatchet
But ironically,
Your response isn’t the way it used to be
I wonder why on earth is it so?

I could presume something fishy as yet remains in the whole affair
Above all, your kinda mundane conduct is absolutely unfair

This isn’t as such the way to treat someone,
who earnestly cares for you, mind you!

Hope you’d appreciate what I mean to say
Let’s mend the fences in an amicable way
And be fast friends for good

That’s my ultimate desire.

Understand The Difference..!

By Hidayat Ullah

My goodness!
How should I make you understand?

I’m certainly at a loss for words;
to explain why I’m so curious about you

I can sense you’re utterly misunderstanding me

Anyways,
Let me make one thing clear

I’m as such neither fond of your position,
nor your stature

I’ve got no vested interests whatsoever

I swear!

I just adore your amiable personality,
and rattling good nature

I merely see you as a genuinely perfect role model,
And a constant source of motivation for me

That’s it
And that’s all!

You are My world..!

By Hidayat Ullah

I love the way you stare at me,
And the way you walk,
the way you talk
I love the way you smile
Pretty cute and agile

I love you so much
Come and give me a seductive touch

You’re very lovable indeed
I’m mad keen on you

I’m so intense about our first meeting

Anyhow;
I’m over-optimistic that
we’re gonna be walking along,
arm in arm very soon

Your company is all what I want
Your love is the slogan that I always chant

In clear cut terms;
Achieving your love is a dream
And I’d make it realize,
by hook or by crook.

A Heart-Felt Promise..!

By Hidayat Ullah

I wanna kiss your rose-like lips
I wanna take refuge in your arms
I wanna see you exploit my charms
I wanna have you sleeping by my side

I wanna shower

my sensual pleasures on you

You obviously are a blessing in disguise
I adore you more than you could imagine

You are no less than a walking-talking angel
You are a creature of sorts

I love you my love;
And keep all that up till my last breath
That’s an irreversible promise

Don’t fret at all !!!

You are Everything For me...!

By Hidayat Ullah

For God’s sake;
Come and kiss my tears away
For I’ve reached the nadir of my fortitude
I now absolutely lack the stamina to wait more
Or at the least,
speak up!
Your meaningful silence is virtually driving me up the wall
In absolute terms,
I’m all set to perish
Come and be my savior
See what you’re doing to me,
is woefully unfair
You’re the only cause of my hurtful worries
I realize,
at last you’d leave me for no good
But again, I won’t relinquish you
I’d stick to you till my final breath
That’s a promise;
And I’d keep it even at the expense of my life.

I am Your's, and You're Mine..!!

By Hidayat Ullah

Let’s forgive and forget
The elapsed past
Let’s start anew
And make a new world
Let me take refuge in your heart
And realize the dream of walking together arm in arm
You’re my world, my heaven
My mission and my ambition
I’m incomplete without you
Coz you are an essential part of my existence
Obtaining you is my goal
I’m devoted to get you at any cost

Love That Speaks..!

By Hidayat Ullah
It feels like;
I’m coming down with something.
It could be lust;
Hope it is not.

But knowing it is must
Anyways, let’s deliberate on it.

Let me let you know;
How much excited I get:
When I conjure up the memories of our first meeting

I just fall into a trance;
My dormant feelings start to dance.

I’m not sure why it is so,
but as far as I know;
It’s as often as not billed as love.

Love that’s in its zenith.

Please don’t overlook me like this;
It’s a supplication.

In the meanwhile,
all now you need to do is to come;
And let’s merge our souls into a body of one.

That’s all what my heart wants;
And that’s all what I eventually deserve.

I Love You..!

By Hidayat Ullah

Soon after the sun sets;

Your painful memories come to haunt me.

But, as a matter of fact,

Your constant lack of response stimulates my ego to taunt me.

I’m intricately enamored with your affection

This all is truly pure love not fiction.

Believe it or not!

I swear I’m seriously in love with you.

Please speak up!

Anyhow,

I do know silence speaks louder than words.

But see my heart doesn’t;

And I’m at a loss how to make it understand

It is utterly lunatic

And just wants you,

and your company !!

Tit For Tat..!

BY Hidayat Ullah

It’s about time I forgot you for good

For you are no more worthy to be kept in memories

My feelings for you are vanishing now

And you’re no longer a priority for me

It’s about time I forgot you for good

For I want not to hurt myself and disturb you anymore

Again it was you who spurned me

And now it’s my turn!

It’s about time I erased your teasing memories right away

Coz I can’t love a ‘speechless’ coward

That’s my decision to wrap it up

However,

My heart’s door is always open if you wanna come back

You’re always warmly welcome

And you can again become my Honey and Chum !!

I will Never Forgive You..!

By Hidayat Ullah

The way I developed feelings for you

The way I managed to get in touch with you

The way you gave me an overwhelming response

All was indeed beyond my expectations

But the way you spurned me at last is really unforgivable

It doesn’t hurt me why aren’t we in touch anymore

See I won’t beg for love by relentlessly knocking at your door

I could get it from somewhere in someway

But again!

I insist to know the reason?

Tell, otherwise I would jump to the logical conclusion that you are devoid of feelings

Stoic and dead from inside

Pakistan A Dream World In Itself..!

By Hidayat Ullah

I get the desired time to utilize in terms of learning.
That’s another case that in your admiration I’m burning.

On one hand, you are driving me mad;
And whilst on the other, I’m obviously glad.

Glad to be your dejected lover.

Lover that has some luck
And it’s sheer luck that I came across you.

Does not make much difference that I suffer.

It is You, an incarnation of fairy tales!

You are the queen of Pakistan, the valley of fairies

Your worth is far superior to the Copper and Gold we extract

But ironically you yourself seem to be utterly oblivious of it.

Anyhow,
Let me make you understand

Pakistan is a dream world;
And you are its queen

You are Gonna Be Mine at the End Of The Day..!

By Hidayat Ullah

The unflinching infatuation for you,
seems all set to slide me towards destruction

Come and clutch at me
Hold me and touch me

You’ve made my condition worse than that of a vagrant.
And I definitely find myself in a total catch-22 situation.

In essence,
I’m more than optimistic that my irrevocably committed feelings for you will sustain;
And we are gonna be in unison again

But the harsh ground realities are drawing;
Nothing but somewhat a very dismal picture of the hazy future of our ambiguous love affair.

I now can only hope against hope;
I now can only wait for a miracle to happen.

That’s the one and only readily available alternative.

On the contrary,
winning your love is a genuine challenge for me;
And I’ve happily accepteded it.

Just wait and see!
You are gonna be in my warm embraces soon

In other words,
You are an uphill task
And my heart has tasked me to accomplish you

Let's Start Afresh...!

By Hidayat Ullah

‘Anyhow’ was the word you used to use so often

Let’s resume the heart to heart relation and have fun

I’ve tried my utmost to forget you, but in vain

I’m miserably confined to your admiration chain

The ball is in your court now, tell?

Your vacuum makes me feel like I’m in hell

You were so punctual when it came to calling

You don’t give me a shit now, why is it so darling?

I miss you so sorely from the core of my heart

Your lack of response gives the feeling you think of me as dirt

Dedicated to someone who is dominating my thoughts almost round the clock!

One-sided Love..!

By Hidayat Ullah

It isn’t necessarily important that one receives love in return for love

One could sustain one-sided love if it is true

Love is to be unconditional and pure

It won’t kill then but would cure

I am gonna prove it!

Just wait and see

It doesn’t matter whether or not you love me

But I do

In a way your deafening silence suggests that you are spurning me

But I don’t care

I keep on loving you till my last breath

Because you are my love at first sight

And at the same time

We both in our respective places are right

I am Waiting..!

By Hidayat Ullah

Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Now I realized the true meaning of the axiom
It just feels like I’ve lost a treasure
It just feels like all is not well

On the other hand,
I know you’d be back very soon
But they rightly say:
Waiting hours seem long

Anyhow,
I wish you a ball wherever you are;
And wherever you go!

But always bear in mind
that a well-wisher is readily available
to miss you
when you are out of sight.

Day-Dreaming..!

By Hidayat Ullah

I can smell the fragrance of your breath
And touch the smoothness of your bosom
I can taste the sweetness of your lips
And hear the seductiveness in your husky voice
I can see you roaming before my eyes

I’ve devoted my power of imagination to you
Indeed, you’re astonishingly captivating!

In other words,
My all senses are under your thumb

Whatever I see, feel, taste, hear, and touch
It’s you, you and only you!

You’ve actually penetrated my soul
You’ve become an essential part of my existence

I love you so much
Now come and gimme
a much-awaited touch.

It Really Hurts..!

By Hidayat Ullah

This excruciating loneliness is..
gonna be the cause of my devastation !
Let’s revolt !
And transgress the social barriers !
That’s the only way out !
Let’s do it as a last resort !

I Need Your Prayers Sweet Mother.

By Hidayat Ullah

Mom o sweet mom:
It is you that I miss the most
While I’m not home
You’re my world, my dreams
You’re but an inspiration for me
You are a paradise unto yourself
God bless you beloved mother!
I am, as always
In desperate need of your heartfelt prayers
Wish me best of luck
And pray that the critical decisions I’m to make
Shall eventually prove to best for me
And that for my career.